Dad and me

majaalifee

November 23. 2020 my dads noble heart stopped beating forever. Cause of death COVID – 19. My dad and I were infected with COVID-19 at the same time. We had pneumonia. He died at the hospital on a respirator. I am by a game of fate she defeated COVID-19 and stayed alive. The biggest loss in my life is Dad’s death. I still can’t come to terms with the fact that he left that way.

My dad was an honest, noble and brave man. And I am his daughter and I will never be able to be any different, Because, after all, that’s how he raised me all my life. And me, I can’t be any different.

I feel the presence of my father’s soul. I know he’s still there next to me. And the calms me down a bit. Because the soul is eternal and never dies.

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190 thoughts on “Dad and me”

  3. I am so, so sorry for your loss. Sending lots of white healing light to you and just want you to know that I believe your Dad is always with you…that he watches you from heaven and he is probably your guardian angel!
    What a very hard time for you…you can make it through this time but be patient with yourself…we all grieve differently. Blessings

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      1. I lost both my Mom and Dad in the last 4 years and it has been a process going through the grief. I miss them so much…and at times I completely forget and go to pick up the phone and for one split second it feels like they are still here. When the realization breaks through it is like a punch to my heart!
        I think what helps is that I know they are both still with me…energetically…and they only want the best for me.
        You hang in there…grief is like climbing a mountain.
        Sending good energy 😊🌻🧡

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  13. I am so sorry for your loss. We all appreciate you honouring your father in this way. I’m sending you all of the love and hugs that I can virtually. He will never be forgotten xxx I hope that you’re feeling better.

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  16. I am so sorry that your Dad had to leave you. In every of your words I can see how much you love him and that he always will near to you. I wish you much power and all the best.

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  19. This is a travesty. I am so sorry for your loss. I know from my own losses that what you say is true. Souls are indeed eternal. I hope his love continues to grow in your heart and that you still feel him with you. I know the pain of losing a parent. My mother died fairly suddenly of ALS three years ago. It’s been a journey. If you need anyone to talk to, I’m here.

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  20. Poter vedere invecchiare i propri cari e invecchiare insieme a loro è una delle cose più belle della vita, anche quando ci lasciano la sensazione che siano ancora nsieme a noi è forte. Spesso mi trovo ad assumere comportamenti che contrastano con me, ma so che avrebbe fatto piacere a mamma, ai nonni o ai suoceri … E’ un’illusione … forse … ma è molto bella.

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  24. Dear lady, it is indeed a painful thing to lose someone so close, especially a parent. That rock that has always been a part of your life. This virus has changed us in so many ways, I pray that in what we have lost in heart can be filled in a new loving way of being.
    Much love and light to you and your dad, he most certainly will be there cheering on your steps for that journey ❤️ 🙏🏽 🦋

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    1. Thank you for such a touching and emotional message of comfort. The future becomes brighter for me when I know that there are a lot of sensitive and good people who understand me. 💕🌹

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      1. From what I have experienced and been shown dear lady, where he now is, is filled with a beauty beyond words. The love ‘just is’ everything. And he will be praying for your courage and love to just be you, and will always be in your heart ❤️ 🙏🏽 🦋

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  28. Hello majaalifee I am sorry on your loss of your Dad to Covid19. You will see him again in the after life. God will help you through this all you have to do is ask him in prayer.

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  30. My father died suddenly too (I was 18). I understand your feelings of loss and grief. Remember your father’s love. And let yourself have times to sob your heart out. I wrote a book about him recently and that was such a good thing to do. Take care.

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  33. Dear Majaalifee, I feel so sorry you lost your beloved dad. I understand your grief, I lost my son a year ago and still miss him so much it almost takes my breath away. Although I know he is fine and I’ll see him again, it still leaves me in dispair. I do hope time is healing your pain – and mine too. Feeling with you, Elisa

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  34. Very Sad.
    I understand. I lost my dad in the year 1992 when I was too young and far away from home. I was on duty at far far away from home. I saw dead body only which was waiting for me for final rights. I understand your situation too. Dad is a great part in a child’s life.

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  36. My mum moved on and transitioned to her eternal life the same year as your Dad – in June. You grieve, you mourn, you learn to block out thoughts that get your down, and when you are feeling particularly strong you look back at photos and videos and smile – thankful and grateful for the gift that was given to you in a warm loving and caring parent. At those times particularly you Thank God and entrust your future to Him. Blessings ….

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